Quick updates...

Just some quick updates before I knock off-
Had lesson last night. Condition was not good...very tired yesterday. So not much strength to sing...hai...
Today went online and saw timetable for Sept is out!! This month got 2 audience nights!!! *yeah* And best of all, Edwin is kind enough to practise with mi before that!! Really bad to trouble him and Kim..I really...really..appreciate that!! Thank You!! I always cherish every chance to perform on stage..tats y I hope to give in my best by practising with them. =)

And btw, I hope that anyone who is reading my blog, please feel free to leave comments if possible as I find that my "comment" section is abit quiet...hee...hee..and I know there is always someone who have been reading my blog ya...

k...k...got to go buy dinner liao...hungry...=)

Blues...

My MSN nick today-Deon-->Demoralized-->Depressed-->Disappointed...
What happened?
As usual, I sang 3 songs last night. But it was my 1st time partnering with Ivan and Sherman. Before going, my 6th sense told mi something wrong is going to happen...true enough, almost everything does not go smoothly.*hai*
At first was technical difficulties,so much so that hua jie and keith need to change the keyboard.
Subsequently,was my part...went up sang the 1st song-wo3 deng2 ni3. Had a hard time matching the keys..i sounded so extra but i tried very...very hard to keep myself on track. Think maybe bcoz im nervous...everything just went.........*hai* So, there goes the 1st song *sad*
Ivan was very good. Coz he is not familiar with the 2nd song i wanted to sing, he brought his guitar down to practise with mi while others were singing. But I decided to sing another song, hoping that nothing goes wrong this time...however,the same problem happened. It got nothing to do with Ivan and Sherman...im the one who keep making mistakes...it's so de-moralizing...so, there goes my 2nd song.
Actually dun wish to sing tat jiang mei qi's song again as i wanted to try some other song, but after doing so badly for the 1st 2 songs, decided to sing something that im more comfortable with.So, I sang qin1 ai4 de ni2 zhe3 me4 bu2 zai4 shen1 bian1 again...i can say this is much more better than my previous 2 songs.*hai*
Din stayed till the end of the show, left about 10.40pm..with disppointment...disappointed in myself...blame myself for not preparing enough...
ok...shall end here...really no mood to continue...but despite all these,i will never give up in singing.I just need sometime to recover(maybe few days)...i will be back on my feet next month!! I know there's still a long way to go...but i will hang on to it...
It's time to go home practise..having lesson tml...

My Friend/ My Soul Mate/ My Baby...

As promised in my 1st post, here are some pictures of my Dan Dan...=)

This pic was taken on the plane, at Vietnam airport. Preparing for flight back to Spore...at last!
I was out-stationed there in April 2007 for few days.

This was taken at Vietnam hotel...forced to buy this hat coz the weather there is really...really..terrible!! But too bad, they dun sell xxxxxxxs size for my Dan Dan =(

Last but not least, this is the pic which I liked most!! Look at the clouds...wow...it was our flight to Vietnam. Weather that day was very good... Well, tats all about it! Will post more pic (nice ones la) if possible next time round...=)

Lunchtime...I'm hungry....

Another Rainy Day...

It's lunch time now..and I'm down with a flu again...*sigh* And is pouring outside now...lucky my colleague is buying lunch back. Hee...Hee...*sneeze*
Anyway, it's finally friday again!! Guess everyone is looking forward to this day every week.
My programs for this weekend-
1) Wash clothes
2) Iron clothes
3) Vacumm floor
4) Spending whole afternoon listening to all my fav music
5) Day dreaming
6) Most importantly...SLEEPING!!!

Yup...tats usually how I spend my weekends..boring right? But I really enjoyed doing all these (except the 1st 3 things)..hahahaha..

Ok...enough about weekends. Shall share a song tat I recently heard on 933..actually is not a new song,but I just loved it so much! (Yes, sad song again)

歌曲：孤单的人总说无所谓
歌手：蔡依林

我的心真的累了
难道你一点也看不见
解释再多也不能改变
感情不能靠我一个人挽回

开始学着不要人陪
假装孤单也是一种美
大街上的情人双双对对
让我看得心愈来愈碎

孤单的人总说无所谓
其实心里一直在下雪
总是希望有个人能够敝开我心扉
让我在他怀里找到安慰

孤单的人总说无所谓
一直独自整理所有伤悲
掩饰心中的感觉
强忍眼角的泪水
聚聚散散不愿说后悔

Guess this song was recorded in one of Jolin's earliest album. I just loved the lyrics...and the melody...simply beautiful...with sense of sorrow..listening to this kind of song in this kind of weather is really enjoyable to me. ..one word to describle- sad....................

About Me

*Phew* Took me almost half an hour to set up this blog...yes I'm slow.
Actually I was maintaining a blog previously other then this.But, there is something inside that I dun intend to share. So, today, got a sudden urge to create this blog that "can be shared"...=)
K..shall describe about myself now...
Besides all the basic particulars, which are already featured in my profile...I came from a very strict family. I grew up in a "cannot do this...cannot do that" kind of environment. And maybe bcoz of this, I found myself being very withdrawn from the people around mi since young. Whenever mummy brings mi out, I will stay on the spot...for a very long time until she asked mi to leave...whenever people talked to mi, I will only nod or shake my head and wun even look at them...whenever there are group discussions going on in primary school, I will sit at one corner and stare at my pencil box instead of joining...sounds like an autistic kid? hahaha..but that was mi when im young. But luckily for mi, a tuition teacher discovered this problem of mine and slowly helped mi to overcome it...if not i wun be sitting here typing this entry already! I may end up in woodbridge! hahahaha..
However, there are still some "autistic" parts of mi...I always carry a palm size soft toy with mi. It's a cartoon character called Dale. But I gave it another name, known as Dan Dan.
Sometimes, I just feel like "talking" to her instead of anyone esle...She always gave mi a sense of security...right now, as I'm typing this entry, she is sitting right in front of and staring at mi..hahahaha...
Beside that, think I'm quite normal...=p

I may appear to be a happy and cheerful person..but deep down, I have never be happy most of the time..this may be due to all the sadness of losing my love ones. I lost my elder twin sister at the age of 4, lost my elder brother few years back, lost my dog in 2003...and many more unhappy incidents one after another...however, whatever it is, life still got to goes on...so i choose to lead a more happy one...since one will never know what is going to happen next moment...=)
And I'm happy that I have found my passion in music...I strongly believes that music is an extremely effective channal to show our unhappiness, happiness, sorrows etc...I can't imagine a life without music...
Maybe is because of my family background, I always fall in love with sad songs...some of them are really so well written!!
And recently, I have joined a music school through a friend's recommentation...and I'm really glad that I have joined! Coz it not only further my passion in music, but it also helped mi build up my confidence...and bcoz this,I met many friends along the way who shared the same passion too...=)
K...think this shall be more than enough to describe of myself...got to go now...very tired...dan dan looked more tired than mi!! hahahaha...will try to upload some of her pictures if possible..
Thanks for visiting my blog!! =D
~cheers~