About Me
*Phew* Took me almost half an hour to set up this blog...yes I'm slow.
Actually I was maintaining a blog previously other then this.But, there is something inside that I dun intend to share. So, today, got a sudden urge to create this blog that "can be shared"...=)
K..shall describe about myself now...
Besides all the basic particulars, which are already featured in my profile...I came from a very strict family. I grew up in a "cannot do this...cannot do that" kind of environment. And maybe bcoz of this, I found myself being very withdrawn from the people around mi since young. Whenever mummy brings mi out, I will stay on the spot...for a very long time until she asked mi to leave...whenever people talked to mi, I will only nod or shake my head and wun even look at them...whenever there are group discussions going on in primary school, I will sit at one corner and stare at my pencil box instead of joining...sounds like an autistic kid? hahaha..but that was mi when im young. But luckily for mi, a tuition teacher discovered this problem of mine and slowly helped mi to overcome it...if not i wun be sitting here typing this entry already! I may end up in woodbridge! hahahaha..
However, there are still some "autistic" parts of mi...I always carry a palm size soft toy with mi. It's a cartoon character called Dale. But I gave it another name, known as Dan Dan.
Sometimes, I just feel like "talking" to her instead of anyone esle...She always gave mi a sense of security...right now, as I'm typing this entry, she is sitting right in front of and staring at mi..hahahaha...
Beside that, think I'm quite normal...=p
I may appear to be a happy and cheerful person..but deep down, I have never be happy most of the time..this may be due to all the sadness of losing my love ones. I lost my elder twin sister at the age of 4, lost my elder brother few years back, lost my dog in 2003...and many more unhappy incidents one after another...however, whatever it is, life still got to goes on...so i choose to lead a more happy one...since one will never know what is going to happen next moment...=)
And I'm happy that I have found my passion in music...I strongly believes that music is an extremely effective channal to show our unhappiness, happiness, sorrows etc...I can't imagine a life without music...
Maybe is because of my family background, I always fall in love with sad songs...some of them are really so well written!!
And recently, I have joined a music school through a friend's recommentation...and I'm really glad that I have joined! Coz it not only further my passion in music, but it also helped mi build up my confidence...and bcoz this,I met many friends along the way who shared the same passion too...=)
K...think this shall be more than enough to describe of myself...got to go now...very tired...dan dan looked more tired than mi!! hahahaha...will try to upload some of her pictures if possible..
Thanks for visiting my blog!! =D
~cheers~
Actually I was maintaining a blog previously other then this.But, there is something inside that I dun intend to share. So, today, got a sudden urge to create this blog that "can be shared"...=)
K..shall describe about myself now...
Besides all the basic particulars, which are already featured in my profile...I came from a very strict family. I grew up in a "cannot do this...cannot do that" kind of environment. And maybe bcoz of this, I found myself being very withdrawn from the people around mi since young. Whenever mummy brings mi out, I will stay on the spot...for a very long time until she asked mi to leave...whenever people talked to mi, I will only nod or shake my head and wun even look at them...whenever there are group discussions going on in primary school, I will sit at one corner and stare at my pencil box instead of joining...sounds like an autistic kid? hahaha..but that was mi when im young. But luckily for mi, a tuition teacher discovered this problem of mine and slowly helped mi to overcome it...if not i wun be sitting here typing this entry already! I may end up in woodbridge! hahahaha..
However, there are still some "autistic" parts of mi...I always carry a palm size soft toy with mi. It's a cartoon character called Dale. But I gave it another name, known as Dan Dan.
Sometimes, I just feel like "talking" to her instead of anyone esle...She always gave mi a sense of security...right now, as I'm typing this entry, she is sitting right in front of and staring at mi..hahahaha...
Beside that, think I'm quite normal...=p
I may appear to be a happy and cheerful person..but deep down, I have never be happy most of the time..this may be due to all the sadness of losing my love ones. I lost my elder twin sister at the age of 4, lost my elder brother few years back, lost my dog in 2003...and many more unhappy incidents one after another...however, whatever it is, life still got to goes on...so i choose to lead a more happy one...since one will never know what is going to happen next moment...=)
And I'm happy that I have found my passion in music...I strongly believes that music is an extremely effective channal to show our unhappiness, happiness, sorrows etc...I can't imagine a life without music...
Maybe is because of my family background, I always fall in love with sad songs...some of them are really so well written!!
And recently, I have joined a music school through a friend's recommentation...and I'm really glad that I have joined! Coz it not only further my passion in music, but it also helped mi build up my confidence...and bcoz this,I met many friends along the way who shared the same passion too...=)
K...think this shall be more than enough to describe of myself...got to go now...very tired...dan dan looked more tired than mi!! hahahaha...will try to upload some of her pictures if possible..
Thanks for visiting my blog!! =D
~cheers~
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