Thanks Anonymous

Recently, an anonymous had left some comments on my blog...very encouraging and meaningful. Although I'm very curious to find out who he/ she is, I respect his/her decision for not revealing his/ her identity. =) Anyway, thank you!

The comment on my previous entry was really..really.. very encouraging! In the past, I'm those who really mind how people think of me (i.e. very sensitive). I care a lot about how people look at me, how people treat me. For example, if I see someone's face turned black, I will question myself did I made him/ her angry..every action i took I will wonder what will people think. But soon, I realised that if this attitude persist, I will be at the losing end. This is because people will feel a "wall" between me and the others. So now, I'm trying hard to do whatever I want, as long as it does not hurt others. Since then, I find life more meaningful and easier to blend into different kinds of friends.

However, habit dies hard. Sometimes, I still "restrict" myself from talking to others. Just like last week, my trainer came into the room while I'm doing the materials. She was there doing somehing else. I wanted to chat with her so much...but I just don't have the courage. I'm afraid that she might find my conversation stupid..unneccessary. So...I kept quiet throughtout. I know I have to overcome this communication barrier...really have to....

Have been preparing my theory test last night, and I suddenly had this funny ideal...if I fail my theory test, den I will not have to leave HQ so fast....coz................

I really can't bear to leave........