Deon...Me & My Dreamz

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Friday, July 25, 2008

又老了。。。

嗨。。。。又老了一岁。以前(21岁之前),总是很期待生日的到来。可是,现在虽然还会期待它的到来,可是是带着开心和担心的心态来迎接它的!!哈。。哈。。因为越来越靠近“Auntie"的category了!

昨晚就已收到一些朋友,前同事及大姐的祝福。今早,也陆陆续续地接到朋友们的祝福。。。谢谢你们!=D

这个生日,我也为自己定下了几个目标。。。
1)要从悲伤中走出来-
因为我一只记得YX说的那句话:"一个人如果太悲观,你会发现身边的朋友越来越少。"

2) 要好好计划一下接下来要走的路-
其时,已作出决择。可是遇到了阻碍。但我不会气馁。。A 路走不了,就走B路。=)

3) 把歌唱好,把琴弹好-
因为我相信,一份根云,一份收获!

最近,一只在看一些有关于"Positive thinking"的书。从这些书上,我学到了很多。。。我一只相信,买书就像交男/女朋友一样,要和眼缘。能够买到自己喜欢的书,也算是一种缘份。这几本书,都是我“一见钟情”之下买得!!哈。。哈。。

好了,就到这里。约了YX & WQ吃饭。要去准备准备。。。如果时间匀许的话,可能到书店逛逛。说不定又“一见钟情”了。。。哈。。哈。。

Monday, July 21, 2008

放松一下。。。

昨天刚从民丹岛(Bintan)回来。这是我第一次到那去,也是我们三只小猪第一次一期出国。哈。。哈。。玩得很快乐!因为太熟了,算一算,我们已认识十多年了。。所以,完全没有陌生感。


可惜的是,时间太短了,只有两天,我还玩不够!!下次,一定要住长一点。真个行程还算顺利,除了我不见了我回新加坡的boarding pass那段插曲。(Suddenly not able to type in chinese..hai..shall continue in English). But luckily, Ms Lee and Ms Chan shared and paid for a new boarding pass for mi...if not, i think I will have to swim back. Anyway, most probably wun be able to make it coz I dun know how to swim!! Hahaha..

Must really thanks d 2 gals man!! Glad we r still together after so many years...=D They r always there when I need them. *Touched*

Overall, it was a great experience for mi on this Bintan trip. Swimming in the pool for the 2nd time in my life..drinking mocktail at bar counter for 1st time..(I really loved d Pina Colada man!!!) And...I will never forget how crazy we were at the Kelong!!! Wahahaha...

I will be setting up a new blog for our Bintan trip, with photos inside. And hopefully, will keep updating the new blog with our many future trips ahead!! And dun forget to save up for our next Bangkok trip next year!! =D

Actually, this trip came just in time...just when im at the "very down" time of my life. But, a trip is still only a trip. It can only take away my trouble for a short moment. And here I m...back to the reality. Tats life....

Know tat not only mi is having problems and troubles...just wan to say JIA YOU to those who r suffering too...

Right now...im waiting for audition results to be out! Hee..actually din have much hope coz i know im still not good enough. But every audition is a great experience for mi. =D Even I din get in its ok...i will keep trying. =)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

It's My Life....

好久没来update了。。报歉!

工作还是老样子,忙得喘不过气来。而家庭方面。。。前天,我又面对了另一场风波。也因为这场风波,我又做了不因该做的事。回想起来,有点不应该。可是当时的我,只想找一条“出路”,没想别的。

当时的我,真的不知该做些什么。为一想到的就是。。。。XXX(不想说),然后发了sms 给YX. 因为我们才刚在几分钟前一起高高兴兴地吃晚餐,谈天说地的。想不到一回到家,又是面对那些局面。也因为这样,害得yx很晚睡。真过意不去。也因为她的那通电话,让我忍不下心,放气了。不然的话,可能今天的我不会在这里,打着这个entry.

隔天(新期一),一早起来头很晕。可还是咬紧牙根,准备上班。到了office,很想吐。真的不行了,拿了半天病假。看完了医生,我没回家休息,因为跟本不想回去。于是,约了yx在central. 然后,我们到乌节路办点事。在巴士上,我终于忍不住了。。眼泪不停地流。也顾不了周围人们的眼光了。。。。

离开乌节路,我和yx回到了学校。A 和Wq已在那里。学校就像我的家,每次到那里,就像回家一样。没有压力,没烦脑。。。可是,那天的我,因为情绪很不稳定,当一个人独自在课室里时,眼泪又不听话的流着。。。


可是,我相信老天是公平的。他让我出生在这样的一个家庭,但他还是给了我一群好朋友,也算是补偿吧。。。接下来的路,我也因该好好计划一下,该怎么走。无论我选择哪一条路,都会是忐忑的。可是,我会试着坚持下去。

好了,写到这里。明天一早要上班。朋友们。。。要保重!=)

*非常谢谢那些在我最无助时陪着我的人。