A Mixture of Feelings...

It has been a tiring..exciting..sad..torturing week. And i finally can take a breath now to write my blog. I know I promise to write in chinese in my previous entries, but right now...im just too tired to do tat.

Mon-
It's audience night but I can't make it tat day. So sad...got to go 幸福饮茶restaurant to celebrate mother's day. I know it's a bit far too earlier. But being apart of typical kiasu Sporean, we decided to eat early in order to avoid the crowd!! Hahaha..

Surprisingly, there was a live performance in the restaurant!! But....they r meant mostly for the matured audience...if u get what i mean. Just like watching a live 黄金年华!! hahaha..but not bad..got live band too!

Tue-
Had an interview early in the morning! Location quite convenient to mi...but honestly, after giving some thoughts, I may not want to take up the position coz 1stly, may have to work OT on some sat and sun. 2ndly, the office is quite small. Hai...know I should not be so picky on such things, but I just hope to find myself a better place to land this time round...hopefully...

Went for tuition after work...WJ going to have his exam in May...which is just around the corner! Kind of stress coz im afraid I cant really help him out much. But still trying hard...

Wed-
No vocal class for this week!! But it's a miserable day for mi. Took half day leave and went for another interview after work in afternoon. This interview was the scariest interview I had in my life! GM, Assist Manager & HR Manager take turns to bombard mi with questions...questions...questions......luckily I did some homework. If not....but still waiting for the outcome. I hope I can get in coz the working environment is nice! Although location wise not so convenient, but tats not the top priority as compared to the working environment.

Thur-
IT'S FINALLY A HOLIDAY!!!! But i din spend it just like other holidays where i simply slept throughout the day. I woke up around 10am tat day and practice my song-哭砂. Coz...later in the afternoon it's our school's showcase!! Really like showcase coz i get to meet many friends tat have lose touch due to different timing of class.

Just like any other showcases, I really enjoyed myself! It's so HOT inside the studio...partly is because we were so participative, and partly is becoz of the malfuctioning of the air-con!! hahaha...really sweating like in suana!

I was no. 19...so it will take quite sometime before my turn. Mi and Jia Ning went to the staircase to warm up and practise our songs. It's fun having her in class!! =D And...after about 2 hrs..it's finally my turn. Dunno y...this not the 1st time im performing,but i still trumble alot...guess this is wat we call stage fright. But lucky YX was there. Kind of relax a bit with her beside mi..ZZ was my accompanist for the song.

The system was better than the previous showcases coz at least I can hear my own voice. (Later den knew tat it was becoz YX bought a new system!!) Overall, im quite satisfied with my song..hee..but still lots of room for improvement la.

Went to eat long john with Jia ning after showcase. So hungry!!! We chatted quite a bit about our families, our schools, our teachers....i really enjoyed going out with this xiao mei mei. Y i say xiao mei mei leh? Coz she's 6 years younger than mi!! Really can be my sis liao..hahaha...

After dinner, we went to watch YX and gang's performance. Xiao mei mei was so amazed by their voice coz it's the 1st time she's watching. Can see she's really excited..hahaha..

I almost cried when i heard YX singing some sad songs..maybe is because im too stressed up over work and other stuff recently...too emotional liao. But managed to control my tears. The show ended about 10.40+...we were so tired liao...so went home straight away.....and...im going to prepare for the most "memorable" day tml....

Fri-
The "most memorable" day has finally came. I finally tendered my resignation letter today. It's always hard to do such things...and I really cant control my tears from rolling down when in boss's room. But no matter how sad i m, I still got to carry on my career path. Boss had asked mi to stay...but it's hard. The reason im sad is bcoz, he's a good boss...an understanding one.

What hurt mi the most was...the colleague whom i have worked with closely for the past 2 years, knew about my resignation, but...she can just pretend nothing has happended and even ask mi whether i wan to clear my leave or convert them into cash...in a emotionlessly manner. She din even bother to ask mi y im leaving. Initially, Im still worrying how to break d news to her. But her reaction really disappointed mi a lot. It's makes mi felt tat i really made the right choice...to leave for the better.

The rest of May is something which I dun look forward to...from this moment onwards, I will have to bear with the weird treatment from her ( although i have been bearing with it since dunno when...)

K...enough say. Really hope to find a better place to land this time round...