Boring weekends...

Hai..it's a boring sun again and here I m..typing this boring entry..hahaha..

Fri-
Had a sudden urge of going to ktv but sad to say, cant find any kaki. Hai..so went to buy dinner and went home after work. *Yawn...* Spend the night at home watching tv..eating..practising keyboard...

Sat-
This is always the day which I look forward to every week!! Coz..it's keyboard class!! Received a call from optical shop to ask mi go down and have a look of the frame, which is different colour from the one I have originally choosen (on thur). So went down and had my lunch at the food court at TB plaza (alone) before going for class.

Was very early when I reached school. Since all classrooms were occupied, no choice but to go downstairs and shop around. Coincidentally, saw hui yan at "This Fashion"!! Hahaha..she was early too! =D We both shop for about 20 mins before going up.

Kim was still having lesson with Sheena then. So, we sat outside and browse thru magazines. By then, shihui also arrived liao. Then, while browsing thru U-magazine, saw an article with yx, Kim, weiquan, edwin, xiao han, eric, xx and SOLER inside!! Coz FM had just signed SOLER as our artists. Hahaha...showed Kim his photo and he din even know he is inside lo!! So funny! Hee..

This week, we changed "Feng shui". Went to a bigger classroom. However, Got a scary feeling immediately I stepped into it. Maybe is because not used to such a big room. Huiyan still joking tat we have moved from a 3-room flat to a 5-room flat!!Hahaha..

Maybe is because of the "scary" feeling and the stress (coz we r supposed to play the song without a mistake this week), suddenly got stomachache!! Always had this problem when im nervous and stressed! Hai...but cant go toilet coz need to practise before Kim test us. No choice..got to bear with it 1st...

Then, im the 1st to get tested!! Aiyo..really nervous like hell! Coz I really dun wish to make a single mistake. So here I go...play..play...play...wow..really no mistakes sia! So happy towards the ending part...when SUDDENLY, kim say "go back to intro and repeat from top ". Wa lau..never tried that before.Tried very hard to stay calm..luckily..everything went on smoothly..*phew*.

When reaching the finishing part..he suddenly say "go back D minor". Can felt my hand shivering and sweating liao coz I never tried tat at home. hahaha...although I know tat is the actual sequence la. Finally, song ended. And, when the word "Ok, PASS!" came out from kim, really feel like crying. I know I may sound very kua1 zhang1 (dunno how to spell tat), but these words of encouragement are what keeps mi going all these while. Coz when everybody looks down on what you are doing and kept giving negetive remarks, these encouragement seems as important as gold! Really....

There was once yx msn mi and said I did improve and told mi as long as I work hard, results are sooner or later. I was in office at time. Broke down immediately i saw her msn. Really touched!Although it's just a few simple words, it's what I need most when im facing all the problems every now and then. =''') I know there is still a long..long way to go, and it's not going to be smooth, but I will try to be strong.

K...i know im naggy again....=p

Sun-
As usual, woke up around 11am+..eat my breakfast cum lunch..iron clothes..watch tv..practise keyboard and now..typing my blog. Hee..just finish listening my favourite Korean cd, now Joi's cd. How I wish life is as simple as this...

Suppose to meet Su teck, his friend and his cousin for a meet up today. But his cousin suddenly had something on, so got to postpone the meeting. As for what reason tat we need to meet up, dun wish to reveal it at the moment. Will keep u guys updated when the time is right...hee..hee..but hope everything will be successful ba! But I still have doubts on my abilities..but really like to give it a try. Jess...if u r reading this, you should know wat im refering to right? Hahaha..

Well, now I learn to have my own stand and thinking. Unlike the previous mi where I used to care a lot about what other's think. Dun wish to live under other's shadow and be a puppet anymore. I always remember this sentence from an important person.."Just go ahead and do what you want, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone. Life is full of uncertainties, u will never know what will happen tomorrow."

I used to do what others think Im "supposed" to do. But now, Im doing what "i think im supposed" to do. I have choosen a tougher route. But I have never regretted. The only regret i have is tat I should have taken this route earlier...well, its better to be late than never right? =)

And got to thank someone who had stand by my side all these while, listening to my sorrows and nagging. Jess..thanks gal!! =D Really touched by your email! Dunno what to say besides thanks...still thanks! =''') Let's jia u together k? =)

K...shall end here. If not I will go on and on non-stop...hahaha..