Really can't think of a title...

Have been busying updating my blog on my trip for the past few entries...now finally, managed to blog about the things tat took place for the past few days....



Last week, received a call from Kevin. I was in office at tat time when I received this bad news...MC King has passed away. Was sooo shocked and can't believe my ears tat moment. Even tot tat he was joking...but it was not annouced on the media at tat time. My mind totally went blank...although have only met up with MC only 2 times, but have been watching him on tv since I was young.



The news only reported this few hours later...and I finally cant control and break down...i know chikenmama is devastated..



Why did he left so suddenly? Life is really unpredictable...And what upset mi most was, during his lifetime, he wasn't tat famous actually, although he did put in lots of effort. But he became the topic of the town overnight.. only after his departure...y? *sigh*



I din wan to visit his blog these few days...coz I cant control my tears whenever I saw his blog. This moment he is happily blogging about his resolution for 2008...next moment...he's gone...='''''(



Some of my friends asked mi y im so sad about this? My ans......I dunno...just felt sad. But actually, is becoz his departure that reminded mi of many unpleasant incident...(dun wish to go on)...



So, another lesson learnt...have to live our life to the fullest everyday coz u wun know wat will happen next...which im still trying to do very hard.



And worst...I've been facing some family problems for the past few days. Which is beyond my control. The only thing tat I can do is to tolerate..and tolerate...and still, tolerate. Everynight, I could only cry till i fall asleep. But who will knows about all these...nobody...Im trying very hard to put everything aside and try to be happy everyday...but circumstances dun allow mi to do so...



At this moment while im typing this entry, I'm listening to a song by Ah Mei...hoping to feel better by diverting my attention to songs and music. But sometimes...sad songs made mi think even more...

张惠妹-如果你也听说 作曲:周杰伦 填词:李焯雄

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说有
没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和还是你
知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

Like the lyrics....very meaningful!!!

k...shall end here. Time to practise keyboard..lesson getting harder and harder. Just hope I can pass the test few months later (got to know there will be one yesterday)...*sigh*