Happiness...A dream to some...

What is happiness? To some, is to have lots of money. For others, is to go travelling. To mi, my only wish is just to have a simple but happy family, but seems like I can achieve that only in my dream...

Actually, i did enjoyed myself last night. 1st time attending XF and YY's slot. YY appear to be cool, but she's actually very friendly and someone who i can get along with. Really felt happy...untill i receive a call from mum this morning.

Another "war" has started again...this news is more than enough to destroy all the happy cells inside mi. My mum did nothing wrong at all, she dun deserve all these rubbish at all!! I dun wish to elaborate what exactly happen...all i can say is, i really envy those families where father, mum and children sit down and chat to each other, laugh together, joke together. And when children are hurt, they can turn to their parents for a listening ear. All these will never happen on mi...

I'm already stressed at work. And all these problems just seems like pounding on mi one after another. Im really...really tired of all these...really...sometimes, just felt like leaving this world, once and for all...

Now, all i can do is to focus on my singing...guess tats the only way where i can divert my attention away from those unhappiness stuff. And im glad to meet some zhi1 yin1 ren2 along the way...

Well, even a thousand or a million words will not be able to describle my feelings right now...so, shall end here....