Devastating News...

Received a call from YX just now...

YX -"Gal, got a bad news for u...Tao management said there are some renovation work commencing soon, but dunno when. They will let mi know tml. That means we may not able to perform this sat le...call u tml again to confirm..."

Something that I looked forward to so much everyday, something that I kept counting down every minute is going to vanish just like that...can anyone understand my feelings? Maybe u will say is only going to stop for a while, can perform once renovation is done...but still...very disappointed and sad...=''''(

"U wun understand"- this sentence has been my kou3 tou2 can2...but dunno y whenever i say this, ling will be pissed off...i personally felt tat is nothing wrong with this sentence coz mi is mi, and I'm the one who understand myself best...so others will never 100% understand how i felt...and my feelings...ok..I'm already upset enough, dun wish to dwell on this question anymore...

Suppose to meet Kim at sch for practise today, and go aqh after that...but now, dun even know whether got chance to perform...so practise postponed.

Packing up to go aqh....with a broken heart....