At last...

Finally, the big day is over. And I promised I will give everyone an answer about the big day right? Actually, big day = audition la...went audition last night. 1st time in my life...the whole atmosphere was so tends and nervous! Saw everybody sitting in groups, practising when i reached! So stressed!!!

Luckily, i was there with 4 of my friends. All of us signed up for audition. Due to the tends atmosphere inside, I decided to take a walk outside...met Ling at the door step! So relief when I saw her leh!! Hee...

Quickly ate my bread (ard 7pm) and practised my song outside...but end up chatting with Ling! hahaha...den, saw PP coming. She is one of the judge for the day. But she's very friendly so I was not so stress seeing her. =)

Soon after, hua jie begin to mark attendence for all auditionists. It was den i realised tat my name was printed out wrongly on the list! *faint* (all names was printed in chinese characters)
The middle character of my name was missing!! But luckily, when they say out the song title, I knew it was mi...

After marking attendence, those who know their keys can have a half hour break, while those who need to "catch keys" can do so...so...i went outside again to practise...and practise..*nervous*

Finally, the 1st auditionist went up...followed by the 2nd one...the 3rd one...............and..guess wat? I was the last 7th (or 8th) auditionist!! Total there were 37 auditionists!!! It's really torturing to wait there...keep humming while others were singing to keep my voice "open"...from 7.30pm hum till 10pm +!!!! *sign*

And finally....it's my turn...went up shivering...but tried very hard to calm down (say is always easier than done!)...and tried very hard to focus on my song. It's really...really a different feeling going up as an audience and going up as an auditionist! I knew few of my notes were "jumped"...but I really cannot control coz was extremely nervous! Tried to hold mike with one hand but not possible as it was trembling so much! *sign* At last...finished the song...*phew*
Ling said not so much mistakes made...was quite pleased to hear tat!! =D But I knew I was not as good as some others...some are really good! But I already did my best liao...so whatever the outcome is...at least Im wun regret. (Of course la..i wish to get into the 2nd round! =D) Results will be out this sat!!! *pray hard*

Honestly, I never expect myself to participant in such audition. I also din expect myself to learn singing in the past...is becoz of some factors which leads mi into this interest. Maybe this is an "escape" method for mi...when people faced crisis or major problems, some will choose religions as a 解脱 (dunno wats the english word for it). I have personally see some of my friends who converted into christianity after encountering majoy family problems.

As for mi, I choose singing as a 解脱. I enjoy imagine myself as the lead actress of the song and tell my story thru the lyrics..this is the only way where i can forget who I am and throw all my troubles out of the window. Tats the reason why i took up singing...=)
But sad to say, I din really get the support from my family. They were all against mi taking up singing lessons...but since I have made up my mind, I decided to go for it despite their objections.

But I'm lucky to have the support from my teachers and friends...I sincerely wanted to thanks those who have helped mi (directly and indirectly) all this while...esp YX!! No words can describle my gratitude towards u. Maybe many people may think tat I'm exaggerating. But to me, she is someone who is inspiring and someone who is willing to share her experiences...and also someone whom i can share my troubles with...thanks yx! *muacks* =p
And also, i will like to thanks Ling!! This friend of mine has always been so supportive! Although I knew i can be irritating at times when I'm troubled and stressed. But thanks for your patience and tolerant! =') She din even take her dinner last night and rushed over to support mi for audition! *touched*

Also, not forgetting friends like JL, MY, YL, k music & YB...u guys are really great! Really lucky to meet friends like u all....

Will like to apologise to all my friends if i have neglected u recently...coz Im really stressed up with this audition...to some people, this audition may be a "not-so-big-deal" event. But to me, it's extremely important.

So, at last the 1st round is over. And guess wat? Just ate Macdonald's McWings!! *yummy*
Actually wanted to eat KFC hot devils. But the outlet is closed for renovation! =(
Coz my throat is very sensitive to fried and spicy stuffs. Can immediately see the "effect" after eating all these and it could last quite a while...so have been avoiding this for quite sometimes le. Finally got to eat today!! hahahaha....in fact, my throat is already not feeling right now...fast right? *sign*

k...this shall be all! Now...my only hope is to know the results asap....and hopefully..................=)